My Reason Why

You, mama, are my reason why. Why I share my struggles.

I’ve been so lost, so alone, I thought no one could ever possibly understand me. I was unlovable, unnecessary, and had no worth. There’s been days the darkness completely overwhelms me and I could barely breathe, let alone take one step forward.

Trust me, my friend. The path is much less scary when you take my hand. I’ve walked it before. I know I will walk it again. I can’t promise it will get easier or you will ever feel normal again. Step by step, we will make it through together. Days when you can’t seem to carry on, think of me, lean on me, I will lend you my strength. When times are tough for me, I lean into those I love and trust… depending on their love and reassurance to guide me from the darkest recesses of my mind.

Carry on, wounded soul. Light is soon coming.